Your feelings of loss will not be lost, you can experience those feelings again.
Part of growing is recognizing and letting go of relationships that don’t add anything to your life and instead take things away.
You are so loving to everyone else, but not loving to yourself. Loving yourself is hard.
One day it won’t be so hard to feel what you feel.
Love is hard. Life is hard. Not everyone will get you, not everyone will accept you, not everyone will love you, no matter how much you love them.